:root {
/* header measurements */
--header-height-on-desktop: 10rem;
--header-height-on-mobile: 10rem;
--header-h1-font-size: clamp(2rem, 5vw, 2.8125rem);
--header-h2-font-size: clamp(0.875rem, 3vw, 0.9375rem);
--logo-image: url("https://nu-scptheme.github.io/Black-Highlighter/img/logo.svg");
}
#header {
--search-textbox-text-color: var(--swatch-secondary-color);
background: none;
}
#header::before {
content: " ";
position: absolute;
width: 100%;
height: 100%;
left: 0;
top: 0.75rem;
background-image: var(--logo-image);
background-repeat: no-repeat;
background-position: center 0;
background-size: auto calc(var(--header-height-on-desktop) - 1.5rem);
opacity: 0.8;
pointer-events: none;
}
#header h1,
#header h2 {
margin: 0;
padding: 0;
width: 100%;
height: var(--header-height-on-desktop);
display: flex;
align-items: center;
justify-content: center;
display: flex;
align-items: center;
justify-content: center;
}
#header h1 a,
#header h1 a::before,
#header h2 span,
#header h2 span::before {
margin: 0;
padding: 0;
z-index: 0;
display: block;
text-align: center;
}
#header h1 {
z-index: 1;
}
#header h1 a::before,
#header h1 a::after {
content: var(--header-title);
}
#header h1 a::before {
color: rgb(var(--swatch-text-tertiary-color));
z-index: -1;
-webkit-text-stroke: 0.325rem rgb(var(--swatch-text-dark));
}
#header h1 a::after {
color: rgb(var(--swatch-headerh1-color));
z-index: 1;
}
#header h2 {
z-index: 0;
text-transform: uppercase;
pointer-events: none;
}
#header h2 span {
margin-top: calc(var(--header-height-on-mobile)/2 + var(--header-h1-font-size)/2 - 2em);
}
#header h2 span::before,
#header h2 span::after {
--wght: 600;
content: var(--header-subtitle);
position: absolute;
left: 50%;
transform: translateY(-50%) translateX(-50%);
width: 100%;
text-align: center;
}
#header h2 span::before {
-webkit-text-stroke: 0.25rem rgb(var(--swatch-text-dark));
}
#header h2 span::after {
color: rgb(var(--swatch-headerh2-color));
z-index: 1;
}
#search-top-box form[id="search-top-box-form"]:not(:focus-within) input[type="text"] {
color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0);
}
@media (min-width: 36rem) {
#login-status {
flex-grow: 1;
left: 3%;
right: initial;
}
#login-status::before {
--mask-image: none;
background-color: transparent;
}
#login-status:not(:focus-within) {
color: rgb(var(--login-line-divider-color));
-webkit-user-select: initial;
-moz-user-select: initial;
-ms-user-select: initial;
user-select: initial;
}
#login-status #account-topbutton,
#login-status:not(:focus-within) #account-topbutton {
--clip-path:
polygon( 0 0, 100% 0, 100% 100%, 0 100% );
background-color: rgba(var(--login-arrow-color), 0);
}
#login-status #account-topbutton::before{
--clip-path:
polygon( 30% 35%, 70% 35%, 50% 60%, 50% 60% );
--mask-image: initial;
content: "";
position: absolute;
top: 0;
left: 0;
width: 100%;
height: 100%;
background-color: rgba(var(--login-arrow-color), 1);
-webkit-clip-path: var(--clip-path);
clip-path: var(--clip-path);
}
#login-status #account-topbutton::before,
#login-status:not(:focus-within) #account-topbutton::before,
#login-status:not(:focus-within) #account-topbutton:hover::before {
--clip-path:
polygon( 30% 35%, 70% 35%, 50% 60%, 50% 60% );
--mask-image: initial;
}
#login-status:not(:focus-within) #account-topbutton::after {
display: none;
}
#login-status:not(:focus-within) *:not(#account-topbutton):not([href*="account/messages"]) {
--clip-path:
polygon(
0 0,
100% 0,
100% 100%,
0 100%
);
pointer-events: all;
-webkit-clip-path: var(--clip-path);
clip-path: var(--clip-path);
}
#login-status:not(:focus-within) *:not(#account-topbutton):not(#account-options):not([href*="account/messages"]) {
opacity: 1;
}
#login-status #my-account {
--wght: 300;
}
#account-options {
background: var(--gradient-header);
}
#search-top-box {
top: 1.5em;
right: 3%;
background: rgba(var(--search-focus-textbox-bg-color), 0.4);
}
#search-top-box:focus-within ~ #login-status {
opacity: 1;
}
#search-top-box::after {
transition:
background-color 150ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1),
-webkit-clip-path 150ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1);
transition:
background-color 150ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1),
clip-path 150ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1);
transition:
background-color 150ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1),
clip-path 150ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1),
-webkit-clip-path 150ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1);
}
#search-top-box:not(:focus-within)::after {
--clip-path:
polygon(
0 0,
100% 0,
100% 100%,
0% 100%
);
background-color: rgba(var(--search-icon-bg-color, --dark-accent), 1);
-webkit-clip-path: var(--clip-path);
clip-path: var(--clip-path);
}
#search-top-box:not(:focus-within):hover::after {
--clip-path:
polygon(
0 0,
100% 0,
100% 100%,
0 100%
);
background-color: rgb(var(--search-icon-hover-bg-color));
}
#search-top-box form[id="search-top-box-form"]:not(:focus-within) {
max-width: var(--search-width);
}
#search-top-box form[id="search-top-box-form"]:not(:focus-within) input[type="text"] {
max-width: var(--search-width);
padding: 0 var(--search-height) 0 1em;
outline-width: 0;
background-color: rgb(var(--search-focus-textbox-bg-color), 0.35);
color: rgba(var(--search-textbox-text-color), 0.4);
cursor: pointer;
}
#search-top-box form[id="search-top-box-form"]:not(:focus-within) input[type="submit"],
#search-top-box form[id="search-top-box-form"]:focus-within input[type="submit"] {
pointer-events: all;
border: none;
}
}
#page-title::after,
.meta-title::after,
#page-title::before,
.meta-title::before {
content: "";
flex-grow: 1;
height: 0.0625rem;
background: rgb(var(--swatch-primary));
}
#page-title::before,
.meta-title::before {
margin: auto 1.25rem auto auto;
}
@supports(display: grid) {
:root {
--sidebar-width-on-desktop: calc((var(--base-font-size) * (14 / 15)) * 19);
--body-width-on-desktop: 45.75rem;
}
@media only screen and (min-width: 769px) {
#side-bar .close-menu {
display: block;
position: fixed;
top: 0.5rem;
left: 0.5rem;
width: 3rem;
height: 3rem;
background: unset;
opacity: 1;
pointer-events: all;
z-index: -1;
}
#side-bar .close-menu img {
color: transparent;
}
#side-bar .close-menu::before,
#side-bar .close-menu::after {
content: "";
box-sizing: border-box;
position: fixed;
display: block;
top: 0.5rem;
left: 0.5rem;
width: 3rem;
height: 3rem;
padding: 0;
margin: 0;
text-align: center;
pointer-events: all;
cursor: pointer;
transition:
opacity var(--sidebar-transition-timing);
}
#side-bar .close-menu::before {
--mask:url("data:image/svg+xml,%3C%3Fxml version='1.0' encoding='utf-8'%3F%3E%3Csvg xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2000/svg' xmlns:xlink='http://www.w3.org/1999/xlink' id='Hamburger' x='0' y='0' baseProfile='tiny' overflow='visible' version='1.2' viewBox='0 0 32 32' xml:space='preserve'%3E%3Cpath d='M4 10h24c1.1 0 2-.9 2-2s-.9-2-2-2H4c-1.1 0-2 .9-2 2s.9 2 2 2zm24 4H4c-1.1 0-2 .9-2 2s.9 2 2 2h24c1.1 0 2-.9 2-2s-.9-2-2-2zm0 8H4c-1.1 0-2 .9-2 2s.9 2 2 2h24c1.1 0 2-.9 2-2s-.9-2-2-2z'/%3E%3C/svg%3E");
z-index: -1;
background-color: var(--toggle-icon-color, rgb(var(--sidebar-links-text))) !important;
-webkit-mask: var(--mask);
mask: var(--mask);
-webkit-mask-repeat: no-repeat;
mask-repeat: no-repeat;
-webkit-mask-position: 50% 50%;
mask-position: 50% 50%;
-webkit-mask-size: 60%;
mask-size: 60%;
}
#side-bar .close-menu::after {
z-index: -2;
background-color: var(--toggle-button-bg, rgb(var(--sidebar-bg-color))) !important;
border-radius: var(--toggle-roundness, 50%);
border: var(--toggle-border-color, rgb(var(--sidebar-links-text))) var(--toggle-border-width, 0.25rem) solid;
}
#side-bar:focus-within .close-menu,
#side-bar:not(:has(.close-menu:hover)):not(:focus-within):hover .close-menu {
pointer-events: none;
}
#side-bar:focus-within .close-menu::before,
#side-bar:focus-within .close-menu::after {
opacity: 0;
pointer-events: none;
}
#side-bar:not(:has(.close-menu:hover)):not(:focus-within):hover .close-menu::before,
#side-bar:not(:has(.close-menu:hover)):not(:focus-within):hover .close-menu::after {
opacity: 0;
pointer-events: none;
}
#side-bar {
display: block;
position: fixed;
top: 0;
left: calc(var(--sidebar-width-on-desktop)*-1);
z-index: 10;
transition:
left 500ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1) 100ms;
height: 100%;
overflow-y: auto;
overflow-x: hidden;
margin-top: 0;
}
#side-bar:focus-within {
left: 0;
}
#side-bar:not(:has(.close-menu:hover)):not(:focus-within):hover {
left: 0;
}
#side-bar .side-block {
margin-top: 1rem;
background-color: rgb(0, 0, 0, 0);
border-radius: 0;
border-left-width: 0px;
border-right-width: 0px;
}
#main-content::before {
content: "";
display: block;
position: fixed;
top: 0;
right: 0;
z-index: -1;
opacity: 0;
transition:
opacity 500ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1) 100ms,
width 500ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1) 100ms;
margin-left: var(--sidebar-width-on-desktop);
background: rgba(var(--swatch-menubg-black-color), .3) 1px 1px repeat;
padding-right: 0;
width: 100%;
height: 100vh;
pointer-events: none;
z-index: 99;
}
#side-bar:focus-within ~ #main-content::before {
width: calc(100% - var(--sidebar-width-on-desktop));
opacity: 1;
pointer-events: all;
}
#side-bar:not(:has(.close-menu:hover)):not(:focus-within):hover ~ #main-content::before {
width: calc(100% - var(--sidebar-width-on-desktop));
opacity: 1;
pointer-events: all;
}
@supports (-moz-appearance:none) and (background-attachment:local) and (not (-moz-osx-font-smoothing:auto)) { #side-bar {
padding: inherit;
} }
#content-wrap {
display: flex;
flex-direction: row;
width: calc(100vw - (100vw - 100%));
min-height: calc(100vh - calc(var(--final-header-height-on-desktop, 10.125rem)));
flex-grow: 2;
height: auto;
position: relative;
margin: 0 auto;
max-width: inherit;
}
#main-content {
width: 100%;
position: initial;
max-height: 100%;
padding: 2rem 1rem;
max-width: var(--body-width-on-desktop, 45.75rem);
margin: 0 auto;
}
#page-content {
max-width: min(90vw, var(--body-width-on-desktop, 45.75rem));
}
@supports (-webkit-hyphens:none) {
#side-bar {
transition:
left 500ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1) 100ms,
padding-right 500ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1) 100ms,
background-color 500ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1) 100ms;
padding-right: 0;
background-color: rgb(0, 0, 0, 0);
pointer-events: all;
overflow-x: visible;
overflow-y: visible;
z-index: 999;
}
#side-bar::-webkit-scrollbar {
opacity: 0;
-webkit-transition: opacity 500ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1) 100ms;
transition: opacity 500ms cubic-bezier(0.4, 0, 0.2, 1) 100ms;
}
#side-bar .close-menu::before {
z-index: 999;
}
#side-bar .close-menu::after {
z-index: 998;
}
#side-bar:hover .close-menu::before,
#side-bar:hover .close-menu::after {
opacity: 0;
}
#side-bar:hover {
left: 0;
background-color: rgba(var(--swatch-menubg-color), 1);
padding-right: 0;
}
#side-bar:hover::-webkit-scrollbar {
opacity: 1;
}
#side-bar:hover~#main-content::before {
width: calc(100% - var(--sidebar-width-on-desktop));
opacity: 1;
pointer-events: all;
}
}
}
}
Keeping count with my strokes, I turned my head and breathed in the humid air. I continued swimming, counting the seconds until I touched the end of the pool to turn and swim back.
I have a weird relationship with water. I can swim in the ocean, snorkel, surf, and scuba dive, but I can't swim in tiled pools. The competitive swim meets had been at plain concrete pools until the finals. The finals were at legitimate Olympic pools.
Which meant tiling.
I couldn't open my eyes.
I had to count.
If I opened my eyes and saw the bottom of the pool. I would drown.
My outstretched palm grazed the side of the pool. I turned and kicked off from the wall. My arm brushed against the boundaries for the lane. Blindly, I adjusted my path. I craved to know what my placement was, did I need to swim faster? I counted the seconds.
I turned my head and took a deep breath of air, and continued swimming. In the darkness of my closed eyes I saw that archaic memory.
I was two years old and at swimming class. My swimming instructor gave us a break. I waddled back out to the pool. My friend's Meemaw had volunteered her pool for lessons that week. Her pool had an elaborate dolphin mosaic. I really wanted to play with the dolphin. I swam down and imagined myself as a mermaid. The tiling was beautiful. All blues and greens, I stroked the smooth tiles and felt the crevices around the dolphin's eyes.
Heart racing, I turned my head to the side and took another breath, Don't open your eyes, I thought to myself.
Swimming over the dolphin, my lungs started to burn. I imagined that I grew gills. But the burning didn't stop.
In the blackness behind my eyelids I saw myself drowning again, and again, and again. My chest heaved, as I turned my head and took another gulp of air.
My lungs burned more, I tried to kick from the bottom to reach the top. Instead, in my panicked thrashing I hit my head. I floundered. Lungs burning with white hot searing pain, I cried dry tears and cursed the dolphin. My memory faded as I lost consciousness. Later I was told that my swim instructor saved me.
How close was I to the finish line? How close was I?
Don't open your eyes, or you will see the dolphin again.
My arms pounded into the water as I pushed myself further and faster. I counted in my head. 20 more seconds. My lungs started to burn.
I need to look. I thought to myself, I need to see how close I am to winning the heat.
Don't open your eyes! a voice said inside my head.
How close?
Don-
I opened my eyes.
The kaleidoscope of colors from the pool was overwhelming. Vertigo surged over me, my heart jumped and my stomach churned. Amongst the blue mosaics I saw the dreaded dolphin. Its tiling was covered in mildew and mold. My lungs burned with white hot pain.
Above the dolphin floated the body of a rotten, bloated two year old girl. Pain ripped through me and panic raced through my mind. My leg cramped when I kicked. Seizing, I floundered.
16 years of training left as I sank towards the bottom of the pool. I had been in the lead. My vision went dark. My body was paralyzed with fear, and I couldn't swim to the top. I couldn't keep going.
There was a cacophony from the crowd and, as their voices faded, I heard a two year old gagging for air as water rushed to into her lungs.
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