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Info
⚠️ Content Warning: This SCP contains the following:
- Gore
- Body horror
- Themes of depression
- Suicidal ideation
- Implied suicide attempt
- Self harm
- Deadnaming
- Transphobia
- Parental abuse (physical and emotional)
Gutz/SCP-7262 is a non-binary man that uses the pronouns he/they/it!
SCP-7262 “I'm Not Okay But I'm Living Anyway” by:
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Item #: SCP-7262Object Class: Euclid |
Special Containment Procedures
SCP-7262 is to be kept in Site-246's anomalous medical wing and monitored daily for any threats to its health. Due to the nature of the anomaly, SCP-7262 has been permitted to wear a short sleeve t-shirt and athletic shorts for ease of documentation.
Within its first week at the Foundation, SCP-7262 requested the following items:
- A television - Approved
- A Nintendo switch - Pending
- A selection of books - Approved
- Access to social media - Denied
- Access to only Discord - Denied
- An art tablet - Pending
- Traditional art supplies - Approved1
SCP-7262 is permitted to submit requests for items, which are subject for approval depending on their nature. SCP-7262 is not to be permitted access to any items it could use to potentially harm itself.
SCP-7262 is to be administered Quetiapine, Fluvaxomine, and Bupropion on a regular basis by its medical team. Requested augments to this regimen are to be reviewed by Site-264's medical staff.
SCP-7262 is to have weekly therapy sessions with Dr. Kenneth Hart. As SCP-7262's mental state is linked with its anomalous properties, staff are to refrain from relaying upsetting information to SCP-7262 unless deemed absolutely necessary. Failure to do so may trigger its anomalous properties. Additionally, usage of SCP-7262's preferred name and pronouns is recommended when interacting with it.
Edit as of 05/11/2022: Due to SCP-7262's aversion to eating as a result of its poor mental state, culinary staff have been notified to provide meals that it has expressed favoritism towards in the past.
Description
SCP-7262 is a 24-year-old non-binary human formerly identified as Jonathan "Gutz" Everett. When in a heightened emotional state, SCP-7262’s body will undergo multiple physiological changes that would typically result in death. These changes typically entail damage to the structure and function of joints, ligaments, and tendons, as well as complex fractures. Organ damage, internal bleeding, and gross distension of limbs, trunk, and head are also common.
Duplication or disappearance of organs and bodily fluids has also been observed. It is also typical for bodily fluids to become discolored or to be replaced with various beverages. However, this damage does not appear to cause SCP-7262 any emotional distress or discomfort. For a list of documented alterations, see SCP-7262 Alteration Log. When SCP-7262 returns to its emotional baseline, all of the damages will reverse with no complications.
It has been noted that SCP-7262's medical records prior containment indicate that it had recently sustained three broken ribs, a broken arm, and a broken nose. When discovered, no proof of this injury was present, leading to the conclusion that SCP-7262's anomalous properties reset any non-anomalous injuries.
Discovery
SCP-7262 was discovered on 04/16/2022 when it called emergency services upon observing its anomalous properties. The following is the call in question:
Foundation operatives intercepted the call. Emergency Medical Task Force Iota-44 “Bedside Manner” was dispatched to assess the situation in the place of civilian emergency service workers. During SCP-7262’s transfer to the Foundation, it was determined that its condition was stable. It is noted that SCP-7262 was found with a half opened bottle of Quetiapine2 in its lap.
The 911 operator present was located and properly amneticized.
Addendum 1: Initial Interview
Psychological Evaluation
The week of SCP-7262's entrance into the Foundation, a thorough psychological evaluation was conducted on SCP-7262 by Dr. Hart. The following are the results.
Foreword: SCP-7262's anomaly appears to be triggered when it enters a heightened emotional state, primarily negative emotions. SCP-7262 has the following diagnostics on file:
- Borderline Personality Disorder
- Generalized Anxiety Disorder
- Major Depressive Disorder
Although not an exhaustive list, the following behaviors have been observed:
- Poor self esteem;
- Self defeating and harming behaviors;
- Suicidal ideation;
- Panic and anxiety attacks with no external trigger;
- Extreme emotional swings;
- Dissociation;
- Reliance on social media;
SCP-7262 has been kept on its previously prescribed medications to attempt to alleviate its symptoms.
Additionally, SCP-7262 appeared incredibly distressed by the fact that it would not be allowed to contact any one from the outside world for the entirety of its time in containment. In response, its anomalous effect has been rapidly activating multiple times a day. Attempts to alleviate this stress in other ways are currently being discussed.
Addendum 2: Research
It was decided that as SCP-7262's mindset appears to play an integral part in its anomaly's function, research is to be done into its past relations and interactions.
The following will be split into three separate addendums:
Addendum 2-A: In-person Relations4
Addendum 2-B: Interpersonal Relations
Addendum 2-C: Familial Relations
Addendum 2-A: In-Person Relations
Foundation psychologist Dr. Kenneth Hart reached out to a collection of persons that SCP-7262 has known within recent years for further information about SCP-7262. All interviewees were told that SCP-7262 is a missing person.
Although many interviews revealed similar information, below are relevant portions of these interviews that revealed unique information. During the interviews, SCP-7262 was referred to with masculine honorifics. The transcripts have been altered to reflect its identity.
Interviewed: Dylan Bray (former friend)
Dr. Hart: You only knew [Mx.] Everett for a few years, then?
Mr. Bray: Yep. We weren't best friends or anything, but I got along with him fine. First few years of high school. I don't think I could tell you anything about why he'd be missing.
Dr. Hart: Well, any information is helpful. What type of person was he back then?
Mr. Bray: Less weird. He made more efforts to actually interact with the other guys in his grade.
Dr. Hart: What does that mean?
Mr. Bray: It means what I said it means. I kinda stopped associating once he started identifying as "non-binary" or whatever. I thought only girls subscribed to that shit. He started focusing more on school then, anyway.
Dr. Hart: I see.
Interviewed: Alan Ryan (college peer)
Dr. Hart: When did [Mx.] Everett’s activity begin to dwindle?
Mr. Ryan: First semester, third year. His first and mostly second year, he was one of the club’s most active and hard working members. But, he came back the next year different. I think it was stress. He had his first seizure during the club, his health issues probably took a toll on him. He eventually just stopped showing up all together. Which is a shame, he’s a really talented artist. I wonder what he’s doing now. Besides uh, being missing.
Dr. Hart: I see. So you think he began to miss because of his health issues?
Mr. Ryan: That, and something else. Even before his seizures started that next year, he was different. I could tell something else was going on. His health issues didn't help.
Dr. Hart: Physical health issues tend to induce mental health issues. If I'm right, he already had mental health issues, which was probably rather tough on him.
Mr. Ryan: Yeah… I felt bad for him.
Dr. Hart: What types of artwork did [Mx.] Everett do? Do you still have any of his club assignments?
Mr. Ryan: Oh, I have a few. But obviously not with me. He did these really fun cartoony style human drawings. He did this one piece with tons of colors and a figure with their head coming off. It was an assignment for a piece based on personal experience. It's the last illustration he submitted before his activity began to fully tank.
Dr. Hart: I see.
Mr. Ryan: Yeah. Like I said, he was a real talent. I … I hope you guys find him.
Interviewed: Xander Wells (current friend)
Mr. Wells: We… last met in person a few months ago. Their car got totaled early last month, so they haven't been able to go too many places. It has had to uber if he really needs it, but knowing him, he's primarily stayed in it's house. Ordering things to the house. I offered to go to his place, or pick him up and drive to mine, or just be the one that drives us around, but he turned me down.
Dr. Hart: Why do you think that is?
Mr. Wells: Poor thing suffers from a boat load of issues. They assumed that I'd see it as a burden that he doesn't want to do the driving. I tried to insist, but he wasn't hearing it. I've been really worried about its mental state.
Dr. Hart: Expand on that.
Mr. Wells: He’s been withdrawing from social stuff. We’re in this Discord server together. They've been talking more in the vent channel. I messaged him about it privately, and it dodges the questions. They’ve said some really concerning things.
Dr. Hart: Like?
Mr. Wells: “It would be easier if I could just disappear”. “I wish I could scoop out my insides”. “I feel like cutting my arms into pieces”. Stuff like that. He does gore art work, and it’s beautiful. Usually he just draws his OCs- his characters. But recently the character they’ve been drawing looks like them.
Dr. Hart: I see. So he’s been expressing the urge to hurt himself?
Mr. Wells: [Nods] Yeah. I… I really miss him. I hope he’s alive. I… I need him to be alive.
NOTICE: Mr. Wells discord profile has been identified as user telecryptid nicknamed 📺Local TV Man📺
Addendum 2-B: Interpersonal Relations
Research indicates that in recent years, SCP-7262 had more online relationships than in person. Below are transcripts of conversations and posts on social media deemed relevant.
For reference, the following are SCP-7262 accounts on each platform:
Discord - gl1tt3rygutz - nicknamed <- Full of strawberries
Private Instagram - mrdrmenowplz
Server5: cool queer cats
Channel: #general
Date: 01/09/2022
Channel: #vent
Date: 02/24/2022
Date: 02/24/2022
A post to SCP-7262's private instagram account.
The post consists of an illustration of a humanoid figure resembling SCP-7262 plunging a kitchen knife into their abdomen, pulling out their organs. The figure is staring directly at the camera. The caption reads:
"goals."
The post has one comment from the account telecryptid reading:
"please answer my calls"
Date: 03/06/2022
Date: 04/15/2022
A post to SCP-7262's private instagram account.
The post consists of two images. The first image consists of an illustration of a humanoid figure resembling SCP-7262 lifting their sweatshirt to reveal only their skeleton remaining as all other tissues, including skin and organs, were completely absent. The second image is a photograph of a pink box cutter7 with the blade dipped in pink paint.
The post has four comments.
telecryptid: are you okay
telecryptid: please answer us
telecryptid: are you alive
flowergardensystem: gutz please :(
Date: 04/14/2022
Xander 💙💜
look I know youre desperate but you dont have to go to him
I could help you
I mean I dont have that much money but
pleaes gutz
please dont do this
youre not safe there
I wish I wasnt out of town or id drive there and get you right now
please dont do this please
Channel: #no-response-vent
Date: 04/15/2022
Channel: #no-response-vent
Date: 04/16/2022
Date: 04/17/2022
Channel: #no-response-vent
Addendum 2-C: Familial Relations
Research was done into SCP-7262’s family members. It was discovered that SCP-7262 was raised by its father Robert Everett with its mother Jane Everett absent. It was raised alongside its older brother Aaron Everett.
SCP-7262’s father refused further interrogation claiming he wanted nothing to do with SCP-7262. Fortunately, it’s brother agreed to participate in questioning about SCP-7262. The resulting interview is documented below.
Addendum 3: Discord Logs
The following logs were taken from the Discord server previously logged discovered after SCP-7262's entrance to the foundation.
NOTE: The following informed the Foundation that Xander Wells possesses a key to SCP-7262's house. Efforts to remove the key from his possession will go into effect as soon as possible. SCP-7262's social media is to be monitored in order to ensure that none of SCP-7262's peers attempt to investigate its whereabouts, with attention specifically on Mr. Wells.
Addendum 4:
ADDITIONAL NOTE: SCP-7262 has repeatedly asked for the permission to inform its friends of its status as alive. It is recommended to not explicitly deny its requests to attempt to preserve its mental health.
Xander 💙💜
I don't know if you can see this
but I love you
and I wont stop looking until I find you
